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What My Name Means

2008-12-07T18:39:00.001-08:00

You entered: Nicole Rochelle Harris

There are 20 letters in your name.
Those 20 letters total to 110
There are 8 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

Greek	Male	People's victory.
Greek	Female	Feminine form of Nicholas: People's victory.

Your number is: 2

The characteristics of #2 are: Cooperation, adaptability, consideration of others, partnering, mediating.

The expression or destiny for #2:
A number 2 Expression gives you the tools to work very well with other people. Your destiny is in the role of the mediator and the peacemaker. In many ways you are dependent on others and seem to function best in a partnership or in some form of group activity. Modesty runs deep in your nature, and you can work comfortably without recognition of your accomplishments. Often, others get credit for your ideas, and this is of little real concern to your since you are such a willing team player. As you grow in this direction, you become sensitive to the feelings of others, you are ever diplomatic in handling complicated situations. Cooperative, courteous, and considerate, you have the capacity to become an outstanding facilitator. You know how to organize and handle people. You are a good detail person because you rarely overlook anything. Tactful and friendly, nearly everyone likes you.

The negative 2 personality can be over-sensitive and easily hurt. Too much of this number in your makeup can make you very shy and uncertain. Sometimes the excessive 2 energies makes one apathetic and somewhat indifferent to the job at hand; the ability to handle details is hampered in these cases.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1

A Soul Urge number of 1 means:
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.

The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. The great need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 1

An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

My Birthday Calculator!

2008-12-07T18:21:00.000-08:00

I got this from Katherine's page! Thought it was pretty cool!!!

19 August 1972

Your date of conception was on or about 27 November 1971 which was a Saturday.

You were born on a Saturday
under the astrological sign Leo.
Your Life path number is 1.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Love is for the lucky and the brave.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2441548.5.
The golden number for 1972 is 16.
The epact number for 1972 is 14.
The year 1972 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1972 and ending 2/2/1973.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rat.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Salmon; your plant is Raspberry.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 10 Elul 5732.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 11 Elul 5732.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.17.19.1.4 which is
12 baktun 17 katun 19 tun 1 uinal 4 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Saturday, 9 Rajab 1392 (1392-7-9).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 2 April 1972.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 9 April 1972.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 16 February 1972.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 21 May 1972.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 28 May 1972.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Saturday, 9 September 1972.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Thursday, 30 March 1972.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 15 February 1972.

As of 12/7/2008 9:18:43 PM EST
You are 36 years old.
You are 436 months old.
You are 1,895 weeks old.
You are 13,259 days old.
You are 318,237 hours old.
You are 19,094,238 minutes old.
You are 1,145,654,323 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Lil' Romeo (1989)	Matthew Perry (1969)	LeAnn Womack (1966)
John Stamos (1963)	Adam Arkin (1956)	Peter Gallagher (1955)
John Deacon (1951)	Tipper Gore (1948)	Bill Clinton (1946)
Jill St. John (1940)	Willie Shoemaker (1931)	Gene Roddenberry (1921)
Malcolm Forbes (1919)	Ogden Nash (1902)	Orville Wright (1871)

Top songs of 1972

The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face by Roberta Flack	Alone Again (Naturally) by Gilbert O'Sullivan
American Pie by Don McLean	Without You by Nilsson
I Can See Clearly Now by Johnny Nash	A Horse with No Name by America
Baby Don't Get Hooked On Me by Mac Davis	Me and Mrs. Jones by BillyPaul
The Candy Man by Sammy Davis, Jr.	Lean On Me by Bill Withers

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 5.1894324853229 years old. (You're still chasing cats!)

Your lucky day is Sunday.
Your lucky number is 1 & 4.
Your ruling planet(s) is Sun.
Your lucky dates are 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th.
Your opposition sign is Aquarious.
Your opposition number(s) is 8.

Today is not one of your lucky days!

There are 255 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 37 candles.

Those 37 candles produce 37 BTUs,
or 9,324 calories of heat (that's only 9.3240 food Calories!) .
You can boil 4.23 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1972 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1972 the US population was approximately 203,302,031 people, 57.4 persons per square mile.
In 1972 in the US there were approximately 2,158,802 marriages (10.6%) and 708,000 divorces (3.5%)
In 1972 in the US there were approximately 1,921,000 deaths (9.5 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1972 the population of Australia was approximately 13,409,288.
In 1972 there were approximately 264,969 births in Australia.
In 1972 in Australia there were approximately 114,029 marriages and 15,655 divorces.
In 1972 in Australia there were approximately 109,760 deaths.

Your birthstone is Peridot

The Mystical properties of Peridot

Peridot is used to help dreams become a reality.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Sardonyx, Diamond, Jade

Your birth tree is

Cedar, the Confidence
Of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, determined, impatient, wants to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy, optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

There are 18 days till Christmas 2008!
There are 31 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waxing gibbous.

2008-10-13T10:15:00.000-07:00

I haven't blogged in a while. I am still getting used to this whole blogging thing! Now that I am done rearranging and adding new elements I should use it for it's real purpose: to vent and express myself.

Over this past two weekends I got in touch with a lot of people I went to high school with. People that I just new and people I was actually friends with. I have become a bit of a hermit this year, not talking to people and barely leaving the house.

I met some great people through my love for New Kids On The Block. Yeah I was a huge fan back in the day!! I guess I get nervous around people, like I am scared I am going to do or say something stupid that will make them not like me. I have always had that fear about myself. The not-as-pretty-as-my friends syndrome. I have always felt like the odd-man out. I am not a person who likes to draw attention to herself, stand out in the crowd. I am trying to get myself out and be with people more, but it's hard. When I am out, a lot of times I cannot wait to get home. Not to do anything spectacular or even have anyone waiting for me. It's just my safety net I guess. People can't hurt you if you don't talk to them. I don't know. I often think about talking to someone about all the issues I have, but I think I will sort a bit here first.

2008-09-13T18:19:00.000-07:00

I haven't had a chance to blog recently! Been very tired. But it's a good tired; the kind of tired that makes you appreciate everything. My new job is going very very well. I love the children in my care and the parents are wonderful. I always tell myself not to get attached to the children I care for, but how can I not? Looking in the eyes of a two-month old, hearing an 18-month old trying to pronounce my name. It goes straight into my heart.
You work and you talk to the same people everyday, but when you leave it's that whole "out of sight out of mind". I tried real hard to keep in contact with the last set of families I left, but I don't feel I made the expression on them as their children did on me. You know, just another person in and out of their lives. I can't deny that that didn't hurt a lot. That's where not wanting to get too attached comes in. I don't want to be just another "care giver" for children. I want to make an impact on their lives. I want them to go on to the next level bringing what I helped them to learn with them.

Getting It All Together

2008-08-27T11:10:00.000-07:00

It's only 11:00am right now and I am already ready for a nap! I start my new job on the 2nd and have been busy getting all the paperwork together.

I work in childcare, caring for children between 2 months through 24 months. Caring for children is my whole life and the one main thing I have always been good at. A lot of people have tried to take this away from me. Mainly because I stand up for myself and for the children in my care. I ahve never been scared to tell administration exactly what was up. A lot of places don't want you to have a mind or opinions. Just come in and take care of the kids.

To a lot of people, we are4 often considered just "babysitters". We are not. Child Development is a skill and babysitters do not go to school, pay tons of money for tution for a degree. Just because we are not in grade school does not make us any less teachers.

Without childcare, many people could not go to work. Parents trust us with their most precious cargo; their children. Yet we are often on the bottom of the barrel as far as benefits and salary.

We are also treated poorly by parents as well. We can never do a single thing that they cannot do better. I often chalk this up to jealousy. We are doing what parents want to be doing themselves. Stay home with their babies.

Time To Eat Crow

2008-08-24T17:32:00.000-07:00

OK. That Friend I was mad at for not showing up to my house just informed me that her grandmother was in the hospital. My head told me to be mad, but my heart said "something is not right". I am glad I finally listened to my heart and called her again. I feel fate but her back in my life for a reason and I don't think that same fate would allow the friendship to dissolve that quickly..

I also heard from my cousin Malia today. One of my most favorite people in the world, whom I have not heard from in a long time. After some bad things I did, I honestly thought she and her brother just didn't want to have anything to do with me. I was wrong. I was practically in tears just knowing it was her calling. I think God is forgiving me since he is bringing so many people back into my life. I hope I don't disappoint again.

This Is My Cousin

When It Rains It Pours

2008-08-23T22:12:00.000-07:00

Well I was suppose to have friends over to my house today. One is canceled because she is going through major stuff. Point is she called and canceled. My other "friend" said she was coming over yet never did and never bothered to even call. Just completely left me hanging the entire day. We all got back together as friends after a very long separation. I had hoped we had changed our ways and become more adult and responsible. Well, two out of three did..

Bad Karma

2008-08-23T13:49:00.000-07:00

OK. I uderstand the phrase what goes around comes around and everything, but damn. The things I keep going through have been taking that statement to a whole other level. I was waiting for my unemployment check to come in the mail. It should have been here yesterday ( Friday the 22nd Of August) but it never showed up. So I thought, OK..Calm down, there is no reason why it won't come Saturday..Well there was a reason: I am paying for all the bad things I must have down in a previous life, and those few bad things I did in this life. My new job depended on me getting this check in time, so obviously I wished too hard and my wish didn't come true.

Of course my mother had to rub salt in my wound ( just like she always does). Called her up just to vent and she calls me back about an hour later. She sent me money express and their would be a lecture that would with it. Like it's my fault my mail didn't come. I often think my mother feels better about herself, when things fuck up in my life. Seems to give her a sense of purpose.

Many of my posts are going to be about my mother.....

Anthony Xavier Menjivar May 18, 2002 - March 11, 2007

2008-08-21T08:24:00.001-07:00

No one should ever go through the pain my friend Sandra went through. I make this my first post as Anthony was a beautiful little boy and he is resting in the arms of God. I know he is looking down on me. I miss you Anthony.